I cannot deal with this. Not right now.

I have climbing stuff in my head that's not cleared, I have some things to do but it seems that my ability to procrastinate has reached its highest level. And now I think its starting to irritate the hell lot of other people. I'm feeling the heat. Worst still, I have a gig up tomorrow and I'm not fully sure if I am ready for it. Songs are in my head and I just hope I don't get a bad case of forgotten lyrics. My heart is racing. My mind is a mess. What have I achieved during my term in office. NOTHING. Gives me no good reason to run for a second term, gives me no good reason for people to vote for me. I guess people who know how I work would probably give me a vote of no confidence.

I am terribly stressed out right now. I need to wake up early in the morning to go to Holland V to collect a guitar and then rush to Royal Plaza, and then go to Peninsula for the last jam session before the gig and then rush over to Toa Payoh Stadium for the gig. I have so many things to think about right now when the only thing I should be thinking is about the song and the lyrics. I seriously think I should not run for a second term in office. I have nothing to show for AGM either, what have I brought to this club other than late and improper tabulations and compilations. I haven't been keeping tabs of all the documents either, thats the problem with juggling two computers I presume.