Siting Waiting Wishing

I guess I need to learn how to move on.

Quoting something someone said to me the other day which sounded like the most painful thing anyone could probably say would be, "I will wait for you." I mean who in the right mind would take such a sacrifice knowing that such lines could mean very dire consequences. We limit ourselves by saying this. It's like I wouldn't. Well waiting could only mean how long before I grow tired and move on. I am a little weary counting the number of days and thinking of better things, but I should be clearing my mind, with the slew of rubbish that is in the corner. I need to stop, think, take a breather and see if I should take the next step. To back down, back off completely. It is very difficult and half of me does not want to. But I guess its better for me to take that step rather than just wait, and worse still wait for nothing.

Let me see, I have been hiding in the corner, only sticking my head out for the chopping block a few months back, hiding, waiting, and trying my luck for the past 8 months, since late February. Time passes fast, and I really hope time heals. It should, in due time. But due is seriously an understatement in this context.

*sigh